Yes.
I'm never quite sure.
One day, top of the world. The next?
Well, who knows...
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Forgive me if I become a tad rambley, (is that even a word?) I'm just rather new to 'blogging'.
This might explain a few things later on...
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To reassure myself, I imagine this blog will never be read by human eyes. Certainly none other than mine. It's just not interesting enough.
I'm probably right you know, I doubt I'll get one follower.
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And with that, I am content.
I'd rather pour out my thoughts and feelings on here, to a certain degree - Anyone unfortunate enough to come across this isn't anyone I'd like to share anything deep about my relationship with.
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Unsurprisingly, as your standard 16 year old guy generally does, I've got a girlfriend.
To me, she's everything good in this world combined in one beautiful car-crash.
I can't recall another person - in all my complicated 16 years on this earth (not that long, I know) - making me feel quite as happy, content, excited, loved and all manner of conditional adjectives.
If you happen to read this, and are much older than I - not to say necessarily wiser, who knows? - and regard this as a fine example of simplistic 'young love', please try not to be condescending in your tone if you have something to say.
As mentioned before, I like not to delve too deeply into opening up personal information of my life.
BUT let you know this.
2 years ago things got very much fucked up when it came to my life. Yes, you guessed it, it was all down to love.
I've since learnt many lessons from that experience, and now feel mature and confident enough to admit that at last I have found the right girl. She very much rings the same home truths in return.
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That's it for now. Don't doubt anything I write on this, I'm fully aware of people who lie on the internet to gain a sense of detachment, power or otherwise.
I'm not one of those people. Take me at face value, believe everything you read here because frankly, I'm fucking fed up with lying and being lied to.
Cheers, J.